Another blank page.This is what has plagued me for months.
So many emotions, no words.I realized why I am so tired at the end of each day. I go through a full range of emotions. And it is so freaking exhausting.
Our brains are amazing. They do things to protect us. Many nights, I think my brain shuts down just to stop this endless processing of feelings.I simply cannot have one more thought in my head.
This week hurt my fragile heart. Sometimes, I think I would rather be consumed with work because it is easier to cope with than the reality of my life.That’s a lie. This work that I do, it’s close to my heart too.
And so tonight, I’m going to let my brain take over.I’m going to let tonight be a blank page.
This post is part of my 31 Day series. To start from the beginning, click here.