I got home from work last night, ate dinner and immediately
started working on crafts. I’m not
really a crafty person so it probably took three times as long to do some prep
work for a craft tomorrow with a group of about 20 little ladies. I was still awake when our programmed
settings on the thermostat drastically reduced the temperature. That is past my 8:30 bedtime!
There was always one more thing…one more thing to cut, one
more thing to assemble. And then I
realized that I should probably put together an example for the kids.
I think it looks pretty good. Of course, all of the felt pieces will
probably fall off when I pick it up later.
This “one more thing” concept, well, life has been feeling
like that a lot lately. I feel like I
will make progress at work after one more
thing. I will feel more ready for
Christmas after one more thing. I feel like the house might not look like an
explosion if I only clean one more thing.
A couple of nights ago, I had a hefty to-do list in front of
me (this snowman project included). I
didn’t sleep very well. I’m not really
sure why. Elwood Wilson was probably
jumping on me while I tried to sleep. Every
time I woke up, some remnant of the to-do list would enter my mind.
And for whatever reason, the to-dos didn’t matter.
The to-dos didn’t wake me up completely from my sleep fog. My mind and heart circled around peace. And I went back to sleep for a bit.
In the morning, I didn’t wake up with a panic about the
week, which was very refreshing considering it was Monday morning. The day was there, with its lists, but it
didn’t bother me.
I wish I could share a secret. Some wisdom that I have. Usually I am the person who wakes up in the
middle of the night, and the rest of the night is shot. My brain spends those early morning hours
processing the day, planning for the next day and losing valuable rest.
Maybe I don’t have it figured out, but I will take it, that
lovely sense of peace.
I didn’t need to reach one
more thing before I could have peace.
Instead, peace found me in those early hours, between
dreams.
Linked up today with tuesdays unwrapped
Oh, lovely. Thank you for sharing. I too struggle with the "one more thing"
ReplyDeleteI think it might always be a struggle for me, so for now, I am trying to shove it to the back of my mind. :)
DeleteI struggle with that concept as well. Sometimes even plaguing me in such a way that I'm tuning out the people around. Don't like it when it goes well.
ReplyDeleteUgh, I have done that too. It is bad enough to have that internal feeling of one more thing, but when I start tuning people out, I feel so guilty. One word keeps coming to mind...grace...grace...grace... :)
Deletethis is beautiful - i really love your heart, i understand and feel this way too at times. thank you for sharing this!
ReplyDeletei just found you through the chatting at the sky linkup - so excited to find you and read more.
xo
erin
sweetnessitself.blogspot.com
Thank you for your kind words!!
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