Sometimes I think, I need a few days off from writing.And then it’s 17 days later.
The grief has been weighing me down this month.I have been quiet with this burden, so it has been coming out in other ways.
I haven’t been sleeping well.I’ve been forgetful.
Things are foggy.I felt lighter in October. Even through the bad days, I was still moving forward.
Maybe all of that daily self-reflection that was painful at times was actually clearing my mind.Maybe this is grief exhaustion. Is that even a term? Seems fitting though.
Time to regroup. Get back to those things that help my soul.Move forward again.